THURSDAY 13TH OCTOBER 2016

I miss you,

yet I've never met you,

I whisper to you,

but you cannot hear,

I love you,

but you cannot feel.

I hope that we'll be together soon

TUESDAY 4TH OCTOBER 2016

I am already so far behind in college research, but I still procrastinate my days away with a paint brush in hand. I decided I might share some of my past and present pieces on here, a more personal place. I have a few short stories too but I'm not prepared to let the world see them just yet. But for today; Nudes

MONDAY 3RD OCTOBER 2016

Today has been a slow Monday. Monday's always bring me hope to a fresh start that doesn't ever arise. I created myself a new playlist on Spotify full of beautiful acoustic covers, the soft sounds have been a blessing to my ears. I've spent this afternoon singing and now my throat has begun to hurt but I suppose it will heal. I have a busy week ahead of me but I think I'd rather stay in bed and ponder on the stress building up inside my head.

Infrared - Fuji XT1 - 25 sec - f/ 8.0

SATURDAY 1ST OCTOBER 2016

Today was spent with family, it was a warm sensation. Surrounding myself with people that care, sharing stories which have unfolded over the past weeks. Having baby cuddles and listening to her giggle brings back the joy of simpler things. I spent the evening in bed, winding down from a stressful week. Talking about future plans and exciting times to come. I think October might be the month where my life changes... I'm not sure whether it's for better or for worse, but I welcome the change.

Taken with a pinhole camera made with a small cardboard box

FRIDAY 30TH SEPTEMBER 2016

Days are getting darker and my anxiety has risen up. I had to leave my job, I have mixed feelings about it. Leaving for all the wrong reasons and on bad terms with most people. It kind of hurts, but I guess I need to move on from it.

Classes are getting more and more difficult, finding motivation is extremely hard, my eyes feel half shut and hazed over.
I got given some flowers, which died quickly on my windowsill. Their heads have already started to droop, it makes me think about how life can change so drastically, and how sad it can make you.

Found on a roll of film - 'Gemma'